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Dec
06
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Over Thanksgiving break I had a moment I can only describe as profoundly sad. I was working on a homework set and came home to see all the lights off and the house quiet, because it was about midnight.

I walked back to my room and was thinking all the while “is this what my life is going to be like?” I imagine that I’ll start working and hang out with friends less, and keep odd hours and one day realize I don’t talk to people, or do any of those social things.

There is this thought in the back of my head that it is rather unfortunate that my major, my (probable) line of work, and my hobbies are all computer-related. I think it is a bit late to think about changing my major at this point though, so I guess I’m simply resigned to a life of solitude and anti-social behavior. Sucks.